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The insinuation of soft salt-rose-petaled
rain pelting the window whistles
into these too changeable ears until 24 years,

seized with overbearing yearning, pour
into a single glass. The year I became Christian,
which is the year you drowned me

in a reign of love, whisks castaway
among a torrent of lingering & malingering
& my engulfment is recast

as you lifting me dripping to the surface.

Soon the self I had perceived hardly seems to be,
but for a faint rattling like that of train
tracks being racked upon my brainwaves

& although stronger metallurgy leads to more
pristine machinery, so does the warping
of the rack lead to both a wandering from
& wonderment at a rainy day's brilliant

ability to diffuse.
If I believe in God
sometimes

he sends me

wings from his stomach’s
hungerous pit

& allows me to limn sublimity.

Or if each is living oblivious
to each

I’ll wake in fright
sometimes

& limn the flightlessness

of that night’s
unbelief.

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ashellessmind
Ashes Hell Mind.
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People's Republic of China
I assume if you're here on purpose that you read poetry. So I'd probably like you if we met.

PEACJE

Current Residence: Yantai, China
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This journal is written for a specific friend, who helped me remember an old Xanax trip and a poem I wrote about it:

The Grown Bulb


All summer
we were an inseparable Jill
and J∅ck and I made my girlfriend  
grimace when I mentioned
how much like that hill
we had together
grown.

Yet you were an old man
scattering s∅∅d—benching
on my palm, reading
an out-of-print
newspaper.

So on my last Xanax trip,
I ripped you clean from me until a fountain
formed in your abs∅nce.

I cut you to
the quick; I cringed;
I painted "F∅CK" with blood
on the bathroom
mirror.

Did you return out of love
or an evolutionary drive? Or were you sent  
by some g∅d: you
the bone-
flesh of my
flesh?


May our beards grow forever longer, Cameron.

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:iconi-too-am-karamazov:
i-too-am-karamazov Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014
I have returned.
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ashellessmind Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014
run away while you still can.
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:iconshannon-sweeney:
Shannon-Sweeney Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list. :aww:
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MinorKey Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2012  Professional Writer
thanks for the watch :)
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archelyxs Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2012
Thank you so much! :heart:
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:iconi-too-am-karamazov:
i-too-am-karamazov Featured By Owner May 10, 2012
Did I introduce The Wind That Shakes The Barley or did you find that on your own?
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:iconashellessmind:
ashellessmind Featured By Owner May 21, 2012
YOU INTRODUCE
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:iconi-too-am-karamazov:
i-too-am-karamazov Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2012
Toot-toot.
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rlkirkland Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:iconcakeplz: ~~ :party:
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